just feel damn terrible maybe due to external things. our t&f member. more and more groups. fm sprinter and long d. nw became long d de guys and gal de groups. hais. such and failure. stil kana scold by coach. i even shout the fucking msg to them infront but they stil dreaming. i feel like smacking them. sigh.
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but thx. to a gal in road race IG. diana notice i feel tat sad. because we lost e race. and i feel like stayin cwp. but the freaking schedule can really gimme eat grass. zzzz. and e format there. not nice. and. i longer i wk i will becum more lazy. cannot spoil e good image of me =x LOLS. hao la. spoil den spoil la. just not in a good mood.. how 2 wk happily tml? just screw up.
