ok trying to blog me and bestie outing today finally, without any kind of cb faces i saw previously. cause many things really hurt me and alot of things suddenly just appear.
'kupo' and u can dun really believe wad i have write those thing in this post. but this is how i felt after today.
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but be4 start with e outing...
i will sae thx for those cb faces those ppl give this few days i take words v seriously, almost rch to my limits, i feel like flying those punches on those cb faces whoever they are. gal/guy, status or wadeva. ya crazy again, my auntie really crazy and her crazyness makes me more crazy den her. uncle. all cb face!
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dunno how to start with this. but bestie is a person which special to me. special as in friend, we are so good to each other to e extend we dun like each other.('kupo' as i say u can dun believe) and thx to those ppl hu have TRUST me i wil rem e.g. my gf =)
anyway bestie would have kill me if she saw some of this things, not kill maybe as in angry or wadeva like hate me?. but this is to see how bond we are, infact i said smth she dun like 2 listen infront of her. when i mention abt the person she like? or maybe the person she dun like? she will angry, but just for awhile cause we kw tat we are best friend? maybe things maybe diff nx time or maybe she wun be my best friend anymore. but the fact nw is she is my really best friend i can trust.
thou most of the time we chat we tend to agree things with each other, and at times i did disagree. so we dun really POR each other by focing ourself to agree with each other. we have common tots tat make us special. a real friend which we can really trust and really can talk anything abt our life.
nvm maybe just too draggy, not my style. but for me to rem tat i had this memory be4. nvm can treat those things on top is a bullshit anyway...
first picture, cindy give me de shirt, can sae e best present i ever recieve in christmas(as in e gift without any tots or wadeva things)today just brough this mirror, surppose to be a surprise for my gf, but she kinda sad nw. while i was shoppin with bestie i always talk abt my gf.(kupo again) hu says i dun rem wad she said? or maybe i shld sae most of the time she cant rem wad i say -.- dulans. ya special design on my bag liao dunno wad white ink kana. but kinda nice =x last bestie, she dun like this pic force me to delete. strongly disagree. e purpose of this pic is not the maid or my bestie. i took this because of smth beautiful things if u can spot. she finally listen to me after we argue a few times abt the 'him' i feel sry fer e 'him' cause im too extra? must be. i just make e 'him' jealous most of the time start fm last year. so its e least i can do for 'him'.
wearing doesnt mean anything most of u can sae, i just hope bestie have a place for 'him' in her mind. she just don't wan to use 'him' just like ANOTHER HER!but this is not use, this is just friendship when ure just having 'him' in ur mind. but at least its fair to 'him' when he just trying to be friend afterall.
1 qns - i dun understand y the 'him' kw tat she have been use and yet continue to let it be. as for me i have gave up her. *deleted*
ya, today watch gundam seed with bestie lols. and amk hub lastly - a long chat with her.
guess i have 2 blog smth since i didnt blog fer so long.
recently watchin gundam seed which stuck in my hard disk for half year? because i dun get my holiday so i dun get to enjoy too. lols recently chiongsss.
my mini hanger tee is with tat person for years too. she didnt give me be4 chirstmas, and yet they trying to sell by asking, 'thinkin of what to buy for ur christmas gift?' oh tians. so e idea is not to give after all =)
i will get better. i will get a better achievement. i will step BACK! lews. need alot of things. since christmas is over.
nike water bottle 3 pair of nike socks nike trainin shoe ear piece trade my ipod video fer a nano cant think of it rite nw. but after MVC(model view control =x) smth like extra pay? cause of cpf adjustment? i will get all of those things =)
so i kw. those happy things u wish to last longer on tat day try to maximize it by enjoying. rather than keep complaining 'awww the day is goin over i will miss this alot' which will totally spoil e day. i guess this holiday probably is the best holiday ever? thou regret some of e things but i think e happy things overcome the bad things more, ROAR!
recently still playing RA3 lols. kinda fun. we keep playing with computer hard to brutal lols. e brutal is sooo gay la. we need 3 ppl in order 2 win. i think 2 ppl oso will lose lo. kuan heng is such an loussy player =x
INFACT his lover JASMINE is better den him LOLS. im so surprise a gal can play so well in tat kind of game. me and jasmine can play 2 v 2 HARD. whoa not bad eh. not like kuan heng. 1 med and hard oso got prob =x
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lols nvm. tml hav a trial at bedok reservoir? so late le i neda slp early in order to perform well =D
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dearest cal me when i wk saded. she call fm hk. chat awhile nia hais. but 4 days pass le so fast. goin to meet her soon =)
y everything seems to be my fault. when things goes on her way no 1 kw how im feeling.. and den.
when i did those small things. EVERY1 kw im so cheap..
so wad is this? proving hu is rite or wrong? so dulan abt this.
so ppl will take a easier way out fm this. which is. DID e wrong things 1 TIME and u will free fm gettin more wrong. so pls dun be an angel. i believe almost every1 will have a devil inside. worse den backstabb -.-''
nice hor this pic. i decided to print this on e shirt xD i wonder such an cute shirt will ppl buy if i sell. =D
i hope i can make hell lot of money next time =D
thx dear fer helpin me with photoshop lols. and i stil rem yen sing draw this moogle fer me. vintage HOR =x although i doesnt kw wad vintage means. but i just feel like using the word. this pic is mine nia dun copy =x nx time i shld quote my name or nick down there. =x
at e moment i tot i was dying. i really wish i can just faint there and some1 call 995. lols i take 1hr+ to rch hm, because i took e bus to amk which take 1hr. e bus is just outside our sch. i cannot walk to cwp i will die, or i cant een go to e next side to take bus to cwp too. zzz my bestie =) not even show how worry she is fm my angle. and when im ok she SUPER WORRY -.- totally opposit. tired. JAVA is really hard. really tired. running to me suddenly is... useless?