if this is a new chapter, its the worst chapter i ever gone thru in my life. my emotional feels is getting weaker or simply cant feel anything. or perhaps this is a new feeling ive nv gone thru in my life, tats y i feel nth?
every chapter have lead character. everybody wish to be the lead, same goes to me? i feel like being the center of the crowd. dun you?
maybe i just need someone hold my hand and guide me thru this darkest part.
my date and time is not plan. is either i feel not enuff time or maybe too much time. sometime my concern to my impt character in my life is 100% and sometimes if im too busy it becomes 0%. does my 100% concern scare off 100% of them? lols! i just concern too much. maybe i just wanna be the center guy in their life..