once again. i feel like kana outcast again. im just like stuck in e middle liddat. its easy to choose a decision, but wads holdin me back?
maybe i just scare of the crowd in cwp? just feeeeel. worst den those ppl goin back their country while no ppl sendin u back. -.-
msn is bored too.. waiting fer somebody online -.- cause i kw they online will chat with me =) sighh..
my mood dis alrdy so low liao, cant even joke nautrally and i still have to throw my stupid smile infront to all customer at e same time ned 2 entertain staff. zzz. still gettin e feeling of kana outcast. suddenly a tot went through of my mind. must it be cheap in e first place?