Sunday, December 28, 2008

ok trying to blog me and bestie outing today finally, without any kind of cb faces i saw previously. cause many things really hurt me and alot of things suddenly just appear.

'kupo' and u can dun really believe wad i have write those thing in this post. but this is how i felt after today.

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but be4 start with e outing...

i will sae thx for those cb faces those ppl give this few days i take words v seriously, almost rch to my limits, i feel like flying those punches on those cb faces whoever they are. gal/guy, status or wadeva. ya crazy again, my auntie really crazy and her crazyness makes me more crazy den her. uncle. all cb face!

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dunno how to start with this. but bestie is a person which special to me. special as in friend, we are so good to each other to e extend we dun like each other.('kupo' as i say u can dun believe) and thx to those ppl hu have TRUST me i wil rem e.g. my gf =)

anyway bestie would have kill me if she saw some of this things, not kill maybe as in angry or wadeva like hate me?. but this is to see how bond we are, infact i said smth she dun like 2 listen infront of her. when i mention abt the person she like? or maybe the person she dun like? she will angry, but just for awhile cause we kw tat we are best friend? maybe things maybe diff nx time or maybe she wun be my best friend anymore.
but the fact nw is she is my really best friend i can trust.

thou most of the time we chat we tend to agree things with each other, and at times i did disagree. so we dun really POR each other by focing ourself to agree with each other. we have common tots tat make us special. a real friend which we can really trust and really can talk anything abt our life.

nvm maybe just too draggy, not my style. but for me to rem tat i had this memory be4. nvm can treat those things on top is a bullshit anyway...


first picture, cindy give me de shirt, can sae e best present i ever recieve in christmas(as in e gift without any tots or wadeva things)today just brough this mirror, surppose to be a surprise for my gf, but she kinda sad nw. while i was shoppin with bestie i always talk abt my gf.(kupo again) hu says i dun rem wad she said? or maybe i shld sae most of the time she cant rem wad i say -.- dulans.
ya special design on my bag liao dunno wad white ink kana. but kinda nice =x
last bestie, she dun like this pic force me to delete. strongly disagree. e purpose of this pic is not the maid or my bestie. i took this because of smth beautiful things if u can spot. she finally listen to me after we argue a few times abt the 'him' i feel sry fer e 'him' cause im too extra? must be. i just make e 'him' jealous most of the time start fm last year. so its e least i can do for 'him'.

wearing doesnt mean anything most of u can sae, i just hope bestie have a place for 'him' in her mind.
she just don't wan to use 'him' just like ANOTHER HER! but this is not use, this is just friendship when ure just having 'him' in ur mind. but at least its fair to 'him' when he just trying to be friend afterall.

1 qns - i dun understand y the 'him' kw tat she have been use and yet continue to let it be.
as for me i have gave up her. *deleted*

ya, today watch gundam seed with bestie lols.
and amk hub
lastly - a long chat with her.

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